We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

days passing by: volume 4

by weatherfield

/
1.
new 95s 03:09
i know i've done wrong i believed in myself i believed in only myself for a while there i know i've done wrong i belived in myself i believed in only myself for a while now i know i've done wrong i believed in myself i believed in only myself for a while there please show me the way that it's done please show me the light if you lead me, i'll come i want to leave all this behind i'm steady on the path to become someone i know i've done wrong i believed in myself i believed in only myself for a while there i know i've done wrong i believed in myself i believed in only myself for a while there (kid cudi/jeff mangum noises)
2.
i never know where i'm at with you i never know where i am i never know where i'm at with you i never know where i am i never know where i'm at with you walking the wrong way down the right road i never know how to talk to you i never know who i'm talking to i never know how i'm treating you i'll never know how you want to be treated it's not the first time that i've let you down and i know for sure that it won't be the last it won't be the last it won't be the last it won't be the last it won't be the last time i'll drink and stab myself to death it won't be the last time it won't be the end it won't be the end death's never the end when one door shuts, another opens but i don't know where it goes who knows where it goes God knows where it goes i don't want to know i don't want to know i don't want to know downwards or upwards one single axis downwards or upwards one simple axis that much i know for sure for sure for sure
3.
alltag 03:12
i say i'd rather sit at home and watch a movie or something but i just end up sitting round doing nothing then i wonder why i feel bad i'm really just bored when i've got so much to do just like when nothing occurs to you i don't know what i'm supposed to do i really just like going shopping and cooking cus it gives me something to clear my head it's not quite like i'd rather be dead i just don't know what i'm supposed to do because there's so much to do- there's so much to do outside that it makes me want to be inside cus there's nothing to do inside but waste away
4.
synthesis 04:28
i need to write when i feel happy not just when i'm sad cus when i'm sad i don't write well i write the same things you can always tell i feel like life is a dialectic striving for the Absolute Truth i feel like each year in my life is the best one i really don't want a fountain of youth i need to get the train to sweden cus i'm complaining it's too cold but something there it warms my heart in a way that never gets old i've not got a lot to be sad about i think i've got a few things to get mad about but i'm not an angry person at least i don't think of myself that way i think i'd like to be confident but for the time being it's ok i've got a lot of things to be glad about even if it's not always clear as day i love to love everything at once i love to love everything at once
5.
you're still in my dreams you're still a part of me i try to personify the voices it makes them easier to deal with but i still hear you speaking i still hear you screaming you love me what kind of person screams their love like that? what kind of person shows their love like that? i still feel incomplete i still feel entirely weak you said i worked out so i wouldn't be a victim i hate that you knew just how i was thinking i hate you were right about everything i hate you, i hate you, and that's why i love you we haven't spoken in years but you're still here we haven't spoken in years but you're right here we haven't spoken in years but you're still here with me i pray every day so that i can let go and cling to something more eternal something tells me that i'll never know what it feels like to be whole i hate you i hate you and that's why i love you after all this time there's still nothing left that's mine
6.
silk road 04:22
i need to make peace with myself stop pretending that i'm somebody else i need to forgive myself cus i know there's no easy way out i need a Life Lesson 2 before i tap out old methods don't work, learned that when i blacked out lock on the door cus the place isn't safe i made my own hell but the blessings in the way i pray every day so i can pray every day i only want to talk when i got something to say i only write songs when i've had a bad day want to put something good in the world find a way, make a way i need to make peace with myself stop pretending that i'm somebody else i need to forgive myself cus i know there's no easy way out i hate that you care i hate that you love me the longer you stay the more you should hate me struggling to find my way home again nothing's feeling like a means to an end need to work twice as hard cus i'm half as good taking steps every day to be the man i should i need to make peace with myself stop pretending that i'm somebody else i need to forgive myself cus i know there's no easy way out i need to make peace with myself quit trying to forget myself cus i know there's no easy way out
7.
snow day 04:16
(instrumental)
8.
花火 01:34
(instrumental)
9.
this isn't a new renaissance this isn't anything exciting this isn't reason for celebration
10.
remedy 03:59
i wish i could talk to you how i used to you fool about loads can you fool me? i wish i could talk to you like i used to without shame and screams i wish i could walk into a room without feeling depressed no effects
11.
11/12 04:40
trust me trust me i mean it this time just trust me i know what i'm doing this time i got the number, the commitment and i know what i'm doing this time trust me i really mean it this time just trust me i want to prove to you that i can stay committed want to prove to you that i can teach myself i just want a kiss or something but i'm going through hell and i don't know how long i'll be there i don't know how long i've been there already but i know that i don't want to be there anymore
12.
it started off easily enough it started off honest enough it started off innocent enough now it's starting to get to me hold on where you going? you're writing my name where i can see it but you never come and see me what is this game that you're playing? i want it to stop that's it, you're the winner, you always have been you're the winner, you always have been this new year that's beginning is it really going to be different? are we gonna be different? will i see you more than 3 times a year? and i'm trying to be happy i could find someone different but i really don't want to if i don't have to you write my name where i can see it is it some sort of game? guess what, you're the winner you always have been you always have been you always have been and you always will i'm forgiving i'm loose with you but i'm not clueless i don't know where i'm supposed to be it started off innocent enough you're the winner you always have been you always are and you always will
13.
give 02:13
don't know why she like me i feel empty so we don't talk i stay up all night no alarm on my g-shock wake up every morning new soul, know i need it wipe away my sins like a damn(ed) non-believer i can see you staring and i know it's a good thing best avert your eyes if you don't like hurting don't know what you want but i've got nothing to give to give to give to give to give

credits

released July 20, 2023

license

tags

weatherfield recommends:

If you like weatherfield, you may also like: