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days passing by: volume 1

by weatherfield

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1.
if you look up into the sky and see the birds that fly on high above the trees, an endless green, the clouds will form a powerful shroud and all that lies underneath is irrelevant a monument to ruling classes endless greed how i would long to be up there, above it all, without a care it all unfolds, i'm not involved the pleasure principle embolds this place that i once called my home that capital's turned to shit and mold the london banker's cargo hold the local lakes now barren holes the luxury apartments filled with snow you can go ice skating in the world to come once it freezes over when it freezes over over and over and over again
2.
san marino 03:08
i'm trying really hard to be something more than myself all these days are endless hours on hours they wear me out all this pleasure-seeking all these pleasures just run out kill my ego or kill my self, just wear me out take me out to dinner talk to me for hours just wear me down and when i'm all defenseless throw me in the fire take me out use your powers, take me out so tired of being me so can i just retreat and live inside your shadows for a while? one last time? one last time
3.
cocodamol 03:46
i don't see you anymore ever since you walked out the door your blood is purple bleeding out all on the floor you're suffering ink poisoning heroin cocodamol you don't understand the afterglow you don't understand you don't understand how good it feels to watch your team win on the TV on the big screen on the radio haven't seen you ever since you ran away haven't seen you ever since you made me stay i don't see you ever since you've changed a lot you haven't called me since 67 i'm starting to understand heroin cocodamol
4.
smokedout 03:56
3, 2, 1 i'll walk behind you you can take the lead you're always late and you never speak to me ALL THESE PEOPLE LOOK LIKE FLIES FROM UP HERE ALL THESE PEOPLE LOOK LIKE FLIES FROM UP HERE THESE ARE THE PEOPLE THAT YOU'RE LETTING RUIN YOU you let them ruin you take a pill and pray that it makes you feel better and swallow it even if it tastes bad ALL THESE PEOPLE LOOK LIKE FLIES FROM UP HERE ALL THESE PEOPLE LOOK LIKE FLIES FROM UP HERE THESE ARE THE PEOPLE THAT YOU LET RUIN YOU you let them do this to you you let them do this to you you let them do this to you you let them do this to you
5.
he's got long hair and 50 salem t-shirts and i don't know why he's wearing a parka in the club but i don't care, it doesn't matter what's important is that he's here and he's real and it feels just like a sign from God it's like i'm dancing to tay-k with benjamin reichwald and it feels just like i'm having trouble breathing he's the best musician out of stockholm, sweden and i don't know if my heart's still beating after all of this all of this
6.
bleed easily 03:07
tell me everything tell me what you want me to hear tell me what you think i want to hear just trust me for once in your life just trust me leave it to me i bleed easily leave it to me i bleed easily does it have to be so complicated? if it was up to me it wouldn't be but it was never up to me nothing's ever up to me leave it to me i bleed easily leave it to me i bleed easily with a little bit of help
7.
*instrumental*
8.
n205 03:02
i'm never going back i'm never coming home night bus postcode which way nobody knows i'm never coming back now i'm never going home again i'm never coming home i'm never going home again i'm never going home i'm never going back now i'm never going home i'm never coming home again i'm never coming home
9.
i never wanted to outlive you but it's looking like i might do all these things that i would undo all these things that i would say that i forgot to i wished that you would pull through i never got to hear you singing i never got to get that tour around your state i never got to show you i could be someone i never got to become someone i was proud of today i am 19 you will be 22 in 25 weeks i don't know what i've been doing all these years but i'm sure it's less than what you would've done just for the sake of it let's add on another one i'm only here by God's graces i'm only here cus mr. muscle wasn't strong enough that time i'm only here because the bible told me not to kill myself and this time round i'm listening THIS TIME ROUND I'M LISTENING THIS TIME ROUND I'M LISTENING
10.
endlessly ascending the only way is up endlessly ascending the only way is up endlessly ascending the only way is up endlessly ascending the only way is up endlessly ascending the only way is up endlessly ascending the only way is up
11.
it's starting to feel like something before it felt unreal it's starting to feel normal before it just felt weird they're kissing in the backseat they're making me feel weird they're cutting me wide open i know it's not just me
12.
slow growth 03:22
i've been trying to make things easier i've been trying to make you happier all the peace is in the Unity all the hope is in the Unity and through my failures i can only hope to grow i've been trying to make things easier but i can only try so hard
13.
compassion 02:40
you're 22 without a clue you're laying down, you're being lazy you're drinking beer, you don't know when you got here you don't know how either oh how i'd hate to be like you you'd hate to be like me too and so i pray 3 times a day for a greater understanding i'm trying to work on my compassion i know you hate my reaction there's not much i can do that i'm not already trying and i can only hope that as i grow older that the truth will become self-evident

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released May 5, 2023

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