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days passing by: volume 3

by weatherfield

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promethazine (w/ deaddigital, inc.) 03:17
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promethazine make me feel something make me feel dead make me feel alive make me feel something promethazine i'm scared of death i'm scared of life i'm scared of everything make me feel alive make me feel dead make me feel something hold my hand choke me to death make me feel something still ill and i'm starting to lose hope i know you see me i know you see me promethazine make me feel something make me feel dead make me feel alive make me feel something promethazine every time i go to sleep i hope it's the last time i'll never feel clean i just wanna feel empty i'll never feel clean again i'll never feel alive (i'm never going back now) (i'm never going back now) (i'm never going back now) (i'm never going back now)
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lostinthefinite* (w/ deaddigital, inc.) 02:37
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(something evil in my ego so i had to let it go) something evil in my ego so i had to let it go had to make myself empty so that i could cleanse my soul feeling hollow like a vessel like i finally can see separate so universal everything apart from me everything a part of me head feeling clear and now i get to breathe just purged quit the drugs now i'm back had to quit the tram before i got into a crash just took a detour now i'm hopping on the track i'm back i'm back i'm back i chose the leap of faith (love taught me i had to make a change) wearing all this true religion but i couldn't see the light sure i took a lot of hits but now i'm winning all my fights you might think i'm crazy but i'm working on myself had to stop being lazy before i made my own hell i made my bed but i woke up! shoutsout all the ones that gave me love Godsway, ND til the death of me something evil in my ego so i had to let it go had to make myself empty so that i could cleanse my soul feeling hollow like a vessel like i finally can see separate so universal everything apart from me everything a part of me head feeling clear and now i get to breathe (now i get to breathe) (now i get to breathe)
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ouroboros effect 04:42
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you make me feel clean you make me feel empty to you, i am see through i don't want anything to get between me and you i've been chasing this feeling for so long and now i get to let it wash over me i know there's angels watching over me and they're doing a good job what else is there? what else is out there? what else is there? what else is out there? i can't quit! i can't quit cus i haven't even started yet i haven't started yet i haven't started yet i haven't started yet
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limerence from the aether 05:43
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an entirely sabotaging kind of love built entirely on mutually-assured self-destruction if you leave me i will die if you stay we'll kill each other we'll starve ourselves until our senses no longer function subsisting entirely on love until we eat each other alive so i love you but the most loving thing that i can do is not love you (not love you) (not love you) so i love you but the most loving thing that i can do is not love you (not love you) (not love you) so no, i don't want to love you not because i don't but because i can't let myself like how i told you i couldn't trust myself to raise a child properly you will get real dedication, obsession and love and real hatred however submerged or misguided or you will get artificial, watered-down stevia-sweetened versions of both and neither are what you deserve YOU WILL GET REAL DEDICATION, OBSESSION AND LOVE AND REAL HATRED HOWEVER SUBMERGED OR MISGUIDED OR YOU WILL GET ARTIFICIAL, WATERED-DOWN VERSIONS OF BOTH AND NEITHER ARE WHAT YOU DESERVE NEITHER ARE GOOD FOR EITHER OF US SO I LOVE YOU BUT THE MOST LOVING THING THAT I CAN DO IS NOT LOVE YOU SO I LOVE YOU BUT THE MOST LOVING THING I CAN DO IS NOT LOVE YOU I WITHDRAW MYSELF FROM LOVE AND I WITHDRAW INTO NOTHINGNESS I WITHDRAW MYSELF FROM LOVE AND I WITHDRAW INTO NOTHINGNESS there's no such thing as nothingness there's no such thing as nothingness there is no such thing as nothingness (i'll never know if it's love or limerence) there is no such thing as nothingness (i'll never know if it's love or limerence) there is no such thing as nothingness (i'll never know if it's love or limerence) there is no such thing as nothingness (i'll never know if it's love or limerence)
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jeshurun 04:27
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i won't beg you to stay i won't beg you to stay i won't beg you to stay i'll tell you to leave i've been climbing uphill i've been barely subsisting but you just think about yourself you just think about yourself you just think about yourself we're not speaking again and i don't know what i did think i'm egotistic you say i'm narcissistic convinced i'm a bad person but i'm not really sure of anything i won't tell you to stay but i'll beg you to leave you can say what you want i'm not coming home you can wait all this time i'm not coming back now
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ursäkta 03:53
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you're so unintelligible i'm so unoriginal you're so artificial i'm pure chemical these days i'm evil and you know it to be true i'm incorrigible i can't stop hurting you you never speak when i speak to you when you speak i listen to you and i sit there while i never have a clue you never do what i want you to do i never answer when i'm spoken to i go off the grid whenever i need to you weren't what i thought you were the last time i loved you and that's not your fault ursäkta mig, förlåt för allt
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peace falling into place 04:58
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(somewhat unintelligible) consider this my prayer i've nothing left to give consider this my last call til i don't exist i'm stumbling with my eyes closed i don't know what the time is i don't know where i'm going we don't speak again she's not speaking i'm falling in again she's not speaking i'm wondering if this time will ever end she's not speaking again i feel every minute pass i had a dream where our souls lasted forever the only time i felt like God loved me all the time i felt like saying something but it's not my business to touch WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME? I'VE GOT NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE I'VE GOT NOTHING YOU'LL BE INTERESTED IN I'M OUT OF STOCK PLEASE COME AGAIN TOMORROW she's got lessons in life she's got everything i want to listen to again have i got something to say? am i existing independently? screaming out to all who would listen i don't know where i'm going and i don't know where i am the wandering to what promised land? i know that i've got something to forgive i know that i've got something to give i know that somebody somewhere has some love for me, i'm sure i'm just not looking for it i thought everything existed everywhere but my eyes were closed
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quick release (demo) 03:39
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everything's falling to pieces everything's falling to pieces falling to pieces into place i wrote this song for someone that i used to love several years ago by now or at least i thought i did everything i say is coded in ambiguity these days all i'm wanting is a bloodless revolution (all i'm wanting is a quick release) but every day i'm getting closer to self-sacrifice (all i'm wanting is a quick release) (all i'm wanting is a quick release these days) i guess i lied, i'm getting better i guess i lied i guess i lied, i'm getting better after all every day, i guess i lied
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up right man (demo) 03:14
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i made my way out the grave but i'm making my way out the pit still i made my way towards the light but i'm still working out what to do with it i made my way onto the path but there've been times i want to quit there's been times i want to quit i made my way out the grave but i'm still making my way out the pit sometimes it's hard to care sometimes it's hard to give a shit so bless whatever you think got you here
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ps. 151 02:34
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protect me my God for i seek refuge in you my body is grass and it's weak and it's failing rescue me from this directionless flailing forgive me my Lord for i seek comfort in you i'm helpless without you divinity feeds me i'm empty oh so empty i'm empty oh so empty awake i am filled with visions of you i don't act like i should do i know and i'm sorry
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rilke 04:39
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ecstasy comes way too easily still yet to find that vulnerability i have a tendency to speak in vagueries i need to teach myself some sensibility i need to fall into the hand that feeds me work my way into a world that needs me craving to be full of empty i'm falling universally there's one pair of hands i can rely on to catch me I NEED TO FALL INTO THE HAND THAT FEEDS ME WORK MY WAY INTO A WORLD THAT NEEDS ME CRAVING TO BECOME EMPTY I'M FALLING UNIVERSALLY AND THERE'S ONE PAIR OF HANDS I CAN RELY ON TO CATCH ME
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Striver 02:57
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(don't let me get hurt this time) thought it couldn't get better i was wrong i thought i couldn't get better i was wrong i can't take a bite cus i'll want the whole thing i'm never satisfied around my finger and my wrist like i'm married to this shit i can't think straight all i wanted was to lift up higher than i've ever been take me to these places that i've never been before jacob's ladder i'm a striver you're my angel just don't let me get hurt this time i'm just trying not to get hurt this time well i'm alone again i can't bear it i'm back home again i can't bear it well i'm alone again back where i started from brush the dust off my shoulders and pick up where i last left off
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blanket 04:39
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forgive me for trying to change forgive me for trying to change it makes me sad when you say i'm not myself anymore cus i don't know what that means let me breathe let me breathe forgive me for trying to change forgive me for trying to change it makes me sad when you say you don't know who i am anymore but i'm surprised i thought you knew in the first place i'm surprised you thought you knew in the first place i wanna be a blanket i wanna be relied on i wanna be a blanket i wanna be relied on some uniformity and softness some uniformity and softness don't wanna be a liability don't wanna be a liability

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released July 20, 2023

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