chemical swirls that look like rainbows

by weatherfield

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    homemade diy cd of chemical swirls that look like rainbows. in each of the colours of the rainbow, with unique drawings on both the inserts and the cds themselves.

    will be made-to-order, the original run of 7 is sold out. you can request any colour you like - they are no different to the limited edition versions other than they are not numbered, so you can't claim clout for being there from the start.

    please allow for any imperfections, this is a lone wolf operation. if there are any issues, please contact me. know that you are supporting diy music, made with heart and not much else.

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    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality downloads of days passing by: volume 4, days passing by: volume 3, days passing by: volume 2, days passing by: volume 1, tony watt, NOTHING BAD EVER HAPPENS TO ME, WEATHERFIELD X UGLY VALENTINE, day to day / week to week EP *BANDCAMP DELUXE*, and 3 more. , and , .

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1.
solomon grundy, born on a monday, christened on tuesday, married on wednesday, took ill on thursday, grew worse on friday, died on a saturday. solomon grundy, born on a monday, christened on tuesday, married on wednesday, took ill on thursday, grew worse on friday, died on a saturday. i wish your house burned down while you were in it. i wish your house burned down while you were in it. (took ill on thursday, grew worse on friday, died on a saturday) i wish your house burned down while you were in it. i wish your house burned down while you were in it. i'm trying to forgive you but it's JUST NOT WORKING OUT SO i wish your house burned while you were in it. took ill on thursday, grew worse on friday, died on a saturday. I WISH YOUR HOUSE BURNED DOWN WHILE YOU WERE IN IT. I WISH YOUR HOUSE BURNED DOWN WHILE YOU WERE IN IT. i'm trying to forgive you but it's just not working out, so i wish your house burned down while you were in it.
2.
i guess you were right, you're just too busy for me. i guess you were also right about what we are: we're chemical swirls that look like rainbows; kerosene spills causing trouble for the locals. you're oh so busy drawing pictures of other men naked. "they're really good." good pictures or good men? well i'm not so- i'm not so sure myself, maybe you could help? well the storm's passed. but the cloud's won't. and i'll be surprised if i ever see a world without clouds again. WE'RE CHEMICAL SWIRLS THAT LOOK LIKE RAINBOWS! KEROSENE SPILLS CAUSING TROUBLE FOR THE LOCALS! for the record, even if i could hate you, i wouldn't. contrary to popular opinion. relatively you're not that bad. WE'RE CHEMICAL SWIRLS THAT LOOK LIKE RAINBOWS! KEROSENE SPILLS CAUSING TROUBLE FOR THE LOCALS!
3.
why can't you ever see the forest for the trees? or the mountain for the sun setting behind it? the sun sets on us, and we have no choice but to accept it. /// it's been a year it's been a long time coming. ghost stories keep fucking me around. it's been a year it's been a long while coming. these ghost stories keep fucking me around. i'm not alive in in the way that i used to (i'm not alive in the way that i used to be) i don't live like the way that i want to (i don't live like the way that i want to live) it's been a while since i've felt new (it's been a while since i've felt used) it's been a year it's been a long time coming. these ghost stories keep fucking me around. i thought that it was supposed to get better. (i thought that it was supposed to get better) i didn't realise that it had to get worse first. (i didn't know that it had to get worse first) (it had to get worse first)
4.
still 03:03
it's been a year since i found out that you died. it's gone by so fast it almost feels like nothing should've changed. everytime i feel like leaving this planet i wonder where you've gone. i wonder if i'd join you. i wonder where you were buried i don't know if you were buried i just keep trying to write a carissa's wierd song. i just keep trying to fill the gaps now that you're gone. i just keep trying to write a carissa's wierd song. i just keep trying to fill the gaps now that you're gone. are you lying still? are you there still? are you there still? told you i'd always be here, so now i'm here still. so now i'm here, still. for so long i just wanted to be like you.
5.
05 03:29
breathe in breathe out don't let it get to you they're gonna stare at you, you give them something to look at. they're gonna stare at you you give them something to think about. they'll give you something to cry yourself to sleep to. (carry a knife well i bet they do) (something to cry about) they'll give you something to cry yourself to sleep to (put the cd in the tray and get to your routine) they'll give you something to cry yourself to sleep to half-watched movies- half-watched movies and full packs of cigarettes my friends drop acid but i could never be like that i'm not like you
6.
surely there's gotta be something more to life than playing gran turismo in bed, slamming energy drinks cus i stay up late with you. you're my only friend, you're the only one i've got. i could talk to you for hours and i- every day i do. you're the only one that i don't think hates me; you're the only one that i don't think hates me. i'm sorry that i double-text, but i can't help it. you're just the ONLY ONE THAT I'VE GOT LEFT and i don't wanna lose you, i don't wanna lose you too.
7.
feeling funny feeling weird. starting to contemplate how difficult it would be to disappear. i'm looking for you in every alleyway i see. the river's flooding, the paths are overrun with cow parsley. i see the gravestones. they're climbing out of the ground. the names and dates are faded, my grave's covered with weeds and rocks, that's what you're supposed to do. that's what you're supposed to do. that's what they say to do. the flowers will all rot and die, much like you and i , my love. that's not what we're supposed to be thinking of. feeling funny feeling weird starting to think about how difficult it would be to raise a kid out in the desert, although i'd hate it there. i drink too much water, my mother says it'll kill me someday, she says it's exactly what you do on MDMA that's what you're supposed to do. the flowers will all rot and die, much like you and i, my love. that's not what we're supposed to be thinking of.
8.
pop song 04:34
i'm struggling to feel real, i'm struggling to feel alright, but i'm not sure that if that's what you wanna hear. so i'll keep quiet tonight. i'll keep quiet tonight. sat outside the stars'll take care of me tonight they'll take good care of me tonight therapy is a competition everyone wants to be the one who says the right thing the thing is, it's not that easy. it's not as easy as i once thought. i need to get my life together need to get my life together but it's not as easy as that it's not as easy as i once thought. it's not as easy as i once thought. "it's not as easy as i once thought" - that's not what you want to hear. that's not what you want to hear tonight, so i'll keep quiet, for tonight. the stars'll take care of me tonight. the stars'll take good care of me tonight. they're taking good care of me, i don't feel real i don't feel real i don't feel real i don't feel real but they're taking good care of me i'm struggling to feel real i'm struggling to feel alright i'm not sure if that's what you want to hear so i'll keep quiet for tonight i'll keep quiet i don't feel real i don't feel real i don't feel real i don't feel real
9.
over/out 02:52
(instrumental)
10.
(top secret and confidential diary readings: something about slamming doors and ghosts and self-destructive tendencies; depression and wanting physical touch but also being terrified of it; trying to dissect why people are (not) attracted to me through the lens of intense self-loathing; victimhood and turning people away; trying to figure myself out. ) you have now finished listening to weatherfield's chemical swirls that look like rainbows. we hope you enjoyed your stay. you have now finished listening to weatherfield's chemical swirls that look like rainbows.

about

this album has been around a year in the making - it went through several reincarnations. the title has been around for the longest - it's an oil spill, that looks beautiful regardless.

this record would not have been possible without my friends and everyone who has listened to my music, supported my zine, or just been friendly and accepting of me. this record would also not be possible without the people who have hurt me, who were in my life for a reason and will never not be a part of my life.

thank you to duster, carissa's wierd, bright eyes, eiafuawn, built to spill, mineral, elvis depressedly, drain gang, sunny day real estate, godspeed you! black emperor, aphex twin, yung lean, flipper, fugazi, sematary, alex g, and every single random midwest emo band or soundcloud rapper i've found and listened to over the past few years.

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released August 10, 2020

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